XXI
Rain.
Do you ever just listen to its clandestine canter? Most of us probably think of rain as a bad
thing. Something that ruins festivals
and parties, makes you stay inside and change your plans. But there’s something calming about that soft
pitter-patter. There’s something hopeful
in its touch. Rain carries the promise
of change. The promise that the old will
be washed away or even just renewed.
There’s something about it that seems to say that today’s miseries, but
soon it will be replaced with something better, with a new day, with a new
world. Rain signals that opportunities
are just on the horizon, and there is something new to be hoped for.
That’s why I imagine that day in 1911 to
be a rainy day. The day when the two
greatest visionaries of Russian Marxist thought met. I don’t picture Bukharin walking through the
park on a sunny day to meet with Lenin on a park bench. I don’t see them playful or happy to be stuck
in Krakow far far away from the country they loved. No, it took some grit to be a revolutionary,
to believe in a cause especially when living in exile.
No, indeed, I see a dark rainy day, a
day where the rain poured down in sheets.
I see Bukharin walking through the wet cobblestone streets in his large
black trench coat holding a small newspaper over his head for some protection. He’d be walking with purpose but also slowly
as if dejected. I see him walking
towards an old shaky wooden building.
Even from the outside you could tell there were leaks in the roofing.
I can see the door shake from even the
soft rap of his hand. And then I see the
door open, a man inside with a nicely combed mustache recognizes him and yells
for him to be allowed in. Bukharin
smiles as he enters, he hasn’t realized so many escaped. There in the distance he can make out a small
press. “So this is how they’ve done
it.” He grins to himself before being
welcomed by his comrade. Everyone grows
quiet as they realize a newcomer has entered.
And then a man stands up from the corner. Bukharin hadn’t noticed him as he had been
stooped over a piece of parchment.
Lenin, the great Lenin walks up to Bukharin looks him dead square in the
face and grips his hand tightly.
“This is Nikolai Bukharin, sir. I worked with him in Moscow, he was chief
organizer…” Kolya’s friend stopped dead
as Lenin’s firm quiet, voice rang out.
“Yes, I know who you are. I am very impressed by your work in Moscow,
and we will need you more than ever here.
Now is not the time, but we’ll talk tomorrow.” Bukharin swallowed.
“Here?”
“Yes, here. We don’t have much, so we must make what we
smuggle back to Russia,” he paused as the last word came out with all
sincerity, “count.”
“Yes sir, I’ll do what I can.”
“Oh and remember Kolya, my name is Volodya
or comrade, never sir.”
“Ach, yes comrade, sir.” Lenin smiled as did Bukharin albeit a bit
more sheepishly. But for a moment of
silence, they both heard it, the pour of the rain outside. With a twirl Lenin spun on his heel and
started to stunt back to his desk.
“The industrialized streets of Poland
are being cleansed comrades. Soon it
will be our turn. Soon!” And with that he sat back at his desk and the
place seemed to jump back into chaos.
But through all the noise Bukharin could hear it. The soft drip, drip, drip.
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